A small poem/story thing

I don't write stories all of the time, I actually end up writing little snippets of poetry (?) or maybe short stories. Right now I'm going through a break up but its kinda gotten to a will we get back together/won't we get back together stage. Sometimes I feel like I want to better myself, and then I'll have a low mood and think the complete opposite, like my brains having a super hero battle of epic proportions. All of the memories and feelings and hopes get in a tangle and the result is this kind of mind vomit. Enjoy.

Follow your instincts, follow passing dreams,

Oh my dear, nothing is ever quite what it seems.

You can have your desires if you just try,

Not today, I just want to lay down and die.

Their scorn isn't for you, its all in your head,

I can't help but think of all that has been said.

Stretch your smile wide darling, for the whole world to see,

I don't think that being happy is really for me.

Oh shut up! this is tiresome, why can't we agree?

I am the darkness inside you, you see.

I don't want you, why don't you just seep away?

I am bound here to destroy you day after day.

A stubborn heart can never turn black,

I know what makes you tick, I'm on the right track.

My mind can still fight, although it has been harmed,

Give up my girl, you're not suitably armed.

My thoughts shall be strong, enough to see me through,

You cannot keep to anything for long enough, true?

It may or may not be, but this truth shines bright, I will one day conquer you and it will take all my life.