Life.

Sorry I haven't been posting (still not sure if anyone actually reads this thing but still) I couldn't think of anything decent to post because not many interesting things have been going on in my life, well, not stuff that people would want to hear about anyway. This is just a quick post to motivate any readers really.
    I don't know about you, but whenever I know I've done something wrong I seriously beat myself up about it, then try and strictly control my life in an attempt to be 'perfect' and act 'perfectly', like some people I compare myself with. When I'm thinking rationally then I know that of course no one is perfect (yeah, cliche alert...blah) and we can never hope to be. Everyone fucks up, its part of life, and I have a hard time getting myself to see that, but its simple and true. All you can do is keep going, keep trying and never give in. As long as you try then you can't do anymore, and you don't need to mentally slaughter yourself. Why make yourself feel like crap? plenty of other people will do it for you so why not be on team you for once. Also, music helps...a hell of a lot. And chinese food.
    I'm still trying to edit my book I've written and its grueling and demoralising at times, but I know that in the end I could have something that I'm proud of and that I should just keep pushing through. I might post an extract from it at some point, just to give people a teaser and maybe get some feed back.
    Anywhooo, back to my music. Cheerio for now.